Today has been a strange one… With my decision to write something everyday, no matter the topic, I have remained hyper aware of what is happening around and within me. I want something blog worthy. Although these past few days things have transitioned and change so much that it hasn’t been very much of a struggle. It sounds like I’m complaining but I’m not.

I was informed by my mother that my cousin does indeed have colon cancer. There is going to be a long journey ahead and I don’t rightly know if she is up for the challenge. It’s strange to think that the past four years her mother defied death and the constant threat of her cancer. When she finally passed my cousin lorries was with her. And it would appear that date has passed that burden from her mother to her. I don’t rightly know how to respond to this news. On one hand I am terrified and want to cry, but in the other there is nothing I can do to change anything. I’m basically at a loss for words. So I suppose that is all I have to say.

The topic I had intended to write about was my novel. But even now… It pales in comparison to the other. I can’t even bring myself to discussing the topic. So I shall end it here and leave that topic for another day when I have nothing to write about.