In typical pattern, as winter slowly changes into spring I myself am going through my own transition. It may be because I have grown-up some, being almost thirty, or I am just longing for a purpose. Right now, I lack any real directive. Instead, I waste my time on events and relationships that go absolutely nowhere. I want to be established. I want to have a career. I want a goal!
The other day I had decided to delve further into my novel. I want it to submerge me. When I was younger I’d become so engrossed in my own creativity that nothing else mattered. That is the place I long to return too. Maybe then it will inspire a goal.
I made the decision to post one of my novels on Watt Pad and see what kind of response it gets. And because I am a perfectionist I have been going through and revising it to be viewable by another pair of eyes besides my own. Although, I am questioning whether I want to post my novel there since my niece informed me last night that plagiarism is a huge problem on the website and creates a good amount of drama. That makes me uneasy, as I am already paranoid about people stealing my work that is not accessible for the whole world to see. I go so far as to shred any page of my book I print out and no longer need. Yet even with that fear, I find myself driven to create a “platform.”
“Platform” is the buzzword I keep running across in blogs, articles, or books about writing and getting agents. Literary agents want the writer to have done most of the legwork building an audience through social media or blog posts. That is a lot of pressure. While it is not mandatory, it is preferred. Therein lays my desire to publish my novel online. (Well, that and I am looking for validation.)
Being an artist is tough. Until one’s art is complete, he must live inside his own head and judge his talent on his own. There is a lot of doubt and fear that comes with that kind of responsibility. I think that may be why so many people never finish what they start. The inner critic just kills any beauty that may blossom from one’s creative mind. In an effort to combat that, I have created my own rules of writing.
1 – Throw all the paint on the canvas as quick as you can.
2 – Take your time editing and refining the details.
3 – Trust your gut!
4 – Don’t take criticism personally.
5 – Always finish what you start.